Chemical Dependency

Just 4 days short of my 2 year natural hair anniversary I had a relapse and went back to the creamy crack. I know, I know. I feel like I was in a relationship and cheated on my significant other. A little guilt stirred up as I came to the realization that I would no longer be a part of the community I had come to cherish over these past 2 years...The natural hair community. All the blogs served as a support system for my journey. Now that the journey has ended I'm left wondering what to do next.

Last night some of my natural hair friends saw me with a relaxer. As soon as they realized I had relaxed my hair, I immediately covered my face in shame. Sheesh, I feel like I am a betrayer. I had no idea that people actually paid any attention to my blog or knew it by name.

Now what? Should I change the blog name? Clearly I will no longer talk about natural hair, but I still enjoy having an outlet to write my thoughts.
Last Moment without a relaxer

Creamy Crack
Creamy Crack Part 2
No more coils when wet
Finishing where I started